And Life Goes On...

My mind races as thoughts swirl through Like a sword through the heart it hurts While I restlessly wait for you  Aching to hear the comforting sound of your voice, and to feel your soft, caressing touch It feels wrong but I want to make it right Only to see where this is going I want to be selfish for a while. But is it worth what I'll lose—just because I can't control how I feel right now? And I feel I was better-off numb When I hadn't let you in But then I feel I couldn't have done much When you looked at me like you did I still don't know where this is going  But I want to give it the best I've got Because if I lose you now,  I know I'll regret not ever giving you a chance.

There are times when we lack confidence. The reason isn't lack of ability, its the need for constant appreciation. The want of acceptance shadows over our minds, pushing any thread of confidence into a dark corner, and gives space to doubt. As a race, we humans are the most complex beings. In fact, we are so complicated that at times it is difficult for us to understand ourselves, let alone understanding others of our kind. However, it is this need for appreciation and want of acceptance that motivates us to do better, pushes us towards greatness. And sometimes, we need that shred of doubt or we may obliviously cross the fine line between confidence and over-confidence. But, doubting oneself too much too often, may start a series of reactions leading to complete and utter lack of confidence, thus scarring a perfectly capable individual for life (worst case scenario) and rendering them useless. So as far as it motivates, the need and want is positive. As soon as it starts to make...

Nothing’s ever certain, And I don’t expect it to be... Here I am now, Tomorrow’s another story... I know I wasn’t wrong, But that doesn’t mean I was right. I’m lost and confused, For now, there’s no hope in sight... The way you feigned that you wanted me, Was a deceit that I have forgiven already, Forgetting it is difficult though, But that my love, I shall never show! I can carry my blackened heart, The weight of it tearing my soul apart, It’s just a wave of despair, All you shall know is that I never cared! I’ll just stand here alone, Till you toss my heart away, I’ll just stand here alone, Till you take all the pain you gave, And I’ll be here for you, When u break my heart again, Like a dry river bed, waiting for rain...

I’ve been this way since a while Empty and negative with a heavy-head And now I’ve run enough of those miles! You’re all over me, yet I can’t see You’re crawling on and around me And I can only feel! Are you really there? Or is this a hallucination? Is this another warning? About something bad bound to happen? I am no saint, but I’ll do what I can. I can’t be sure of anything! This is a ruthless world ruled by man Most deserve the fate they meet, Living on flesh and blood when there are other means...

Trying to sleep while listening to the sound of lightening outside.. Lightening, and not a drop of rain falling from the night sky.. Somehow it soothes the emptiness inside.. Not everything is beautiful, and not everything is a lie.. And at times, lie to me like I want you to, Because I'd rather believe that beautiful lie, Just for a while, so I can sleep with a smile..

The amorous weather tonight, Calling out to my insides… Just when I needed this get-away, Oh, how I hope it’s here to stay! Now if only I could get you here, Or just get you off my mind! Your presence, simply divine! I wonder how you’re always so serene, Nothing in the world worries you it seems. But, this romance is an adventure forbidden, And the thought of it shall always remain hidden. Now if only your sweet face would disappear, Just for a while so I can think clear…

No offence meant, I'm not targeting anyone here but simply just curious. One thing bothers me gravely. If we come to think of it, why not neuter men in India? The sole reason for them to reproduce is that they think more kids means more people to earn. They don't bother about how they'll bring up those kids. (Not all, but most.. Mainly ones who're uneducated, orthodox and poverty-stricken..) And mostly these are the people who mistreat not just animals, even their wives and children. When people justify neutering/spaying saying that it's for the betterment of those animals, they aren't meant to be in the city and they end up dying on the road and what not, I just can't help but wonder wasn't this their land before humans claimed it? Why do humans think they can own everything? Claim everything and get away with it? It's good, we try to help them in any way we can. But for once, can anybody here justify why is everyone so religiously stuck to ...